What Had Happened Was...

I don't know how many of you saw the post I put up yesterday morning, but it was basically one of the songs Jeremiah has recently written. There was something a little...stark about it. When you here a song sung, you have to strain to catch all the words, the music softens things a bit, but when you just type it out as poetry it puts the writer out there. Anyway, I of course let Jeremiah read it before I posted his thoughts and he spent an entire day telling me he just wasn't sure. Then yesterday morning, as he was walking out the door for work, I asked him again if I could publish it and he said, "Just go ahead, I guess." So, I posted it. Was happy to share a beautiful piece of him with you. But then he called back mid-morning and sort of panicked at the thought that he was so out there on the world wide web. I understood. I have to work hard to keep myself from deleting a lot of my posts. But, I took it down. I did, afterall, say I wanted to be trustworthy of the heart he shares with me. I just didn't want those of you who did read it, to worry that we were in a fight or something. I DID get permission before I posted it, that permission was just retracted :) Maybe he'll get brave later and I can put it back up!